When the Silence Strikes...

by Audra
(Moline Il )

I was with someone a man, or so he called himself for ten months. The sad part is he was never charming or even very kind. I was at a dismal time in my life, and I needed something to do and me at the time saw someone I could "fix or needed me to help them." Well, don't all ex-cons need someone to help them, lmao?

Anyway he was the MOST CONTROLLING BULLYING person I have ever known. He would start with his first breath until his last before he fell asleep. He would message me ALL day long. If his job allowed it, he would call on ALL of his four breaks every day. Oh boy if I didn't answer I would suffer the wrath of his horrid tongue. His mouth was like a venom. It was like a prison. I found out along the way that he had a desire to perform Oral sex on a man. He would always speak of how a man's penis was so sexy. And mental note I am not against gays at all. Going on, he would threaten me and bully me with his gestures, his voice, his eyes, his laugh, his everything. Even the way he would stand would be intimidating. He would flip EVERYTHING around omg.

I would know he was wrong, but then I would doubt myself, and that's when it all started the doubting the feeling like I was crazy wondering if I was the cause the reason for his insanity his madness. Anyway, he's gone I finally had the strength to throw his as out on October 11, 2016, the best day ever. The court granted the two year Order of Protection on the 7th of December. Mind you there was an Emergency Order of Protection in place the whole time it went into effect October 13th, 2016. Well, thank you for letting me share a small portion of my life with a Wretched Monster named Tim.