Lost

by Alexa
(USA )

Abused by my adoptive parents all my life. At 18 I went to college. Met a homeless man. Thought I could trust him. Forced into prostitution. Beaten on a daily basis. Have no one to turn to cause I can't trust my family. Stuck in this life.

Just want to die.

Made so many wrong choices. I am to blame. I cut myself and burn myself and starve myself because I deserve to be punished. Forced to kill a little girl and dig a shallow grave. How can I live with myself? I am to blame.

I want out, but it's too late. I'll probably be dead by morning. Not suppose to have my phone. When he finds out I wrote this, it will be the end for me.

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Stay Strong
by: Moon

Please stay strong, there is more to life than this !
Save you life, ask for help
by: Anonymous

Alexa, being forced into a life of crime and prostitution against your will does not make you a bad person. You are a victim of the threats, violence, and manipulation against you. From a safe location, please call 911 or a local shelter using your phone and get help. Don't be complacent, and don't take your life. Later in your life, your story could be the one that saves someone else and gives them the encouragement to get help.

You can get more help and guidance through the National Domestic Violence Hotline. http://www.thehotline.org.

For your Safety: Be aware that Computer use can be monitored and leaves tracks. If your phone or internet usage may be monitored, call the National Domestic Violence Hotline at 1−800−799−7233 now.

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